I am absolutely terrified to leave this place I’ve called home for 18 years. I’m scared to leave everything I know, love, and hate. I thought I needed to get away, like it wasnt even a choice to stay, but now I realize I’m content and am scared to take a risk to find something better.

I can only think about not knowing anybody. I can only imagine how hards it’s going to be. I won’t know anybody. I’m shy at first. Im not good at meeting new people. What if I don’t make friends? What if people think I’m really weird? I am weird and so far it’s worked out just fine but what if it doesn’t workout in college?

I’m terrified.